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I was well aware, and always knew the harm it had, and kept causing me, yet I kept ignoring it, and that's hard to forgive. While I appreciate it; a letter from hundreds of miles away is too little too late. The trouble with sorry is that you have to change. While some say the definition of insanity is doing the same thing but expecting a different resultI believe that is the quintessential definition of stupidity.
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You took me for granted, an old standby, a given, but now it's a given that I'm gone. So here I am riddled with personal guilt, the guilt that is keeping me from hurting myself again.
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